I just don't get it!

"I just don't get it! People do act evil sometimes. I don't know... it's weird and awkward. Feels like I don't know them anymore. Who are they?? They are not like the usual. There's nothing wrong to sacrifice a bit. It won't kill. I'm very disappointed at this moment. I couldn't imagine how could they do that to other people. It's pointless! That's just not them. I don't know what came over them. It was like they are too ego to share what they have with those desperate people. I do understand how they feel. Desperate in needing help as a 'student'. Yes... very much thanks to her for giving me the help while I needed them the most. Now, it's my turn. I really want to do the same thing. Who knows.. maybe next time would be our own siblings. Urgh...I am very disappointed. Totally disappointed. Although it is a small matter, deep down you could see what people are after. When I ask others' opinion about it. Of course they would say 'manusia...biasa la...'. So why don't we act like not 'manusia' this time. Come one! It's not a big huge problem to share what you have with others. It won't kill you. You won't even going to lose it. You will get it back. It's not permanent. I mean...come on man!!! Urgh~ pointless ego s**t old dewasa stuff."

Hmmm...well..of course...no one is perfect. We make mistakes. Ambil ia sebagai pengajaran. Seringkali kita tidak menyangka perbuatan kita ini sebenarnya sedang menyakitkan hati insan lain.  Percakapan kita menjatuhkan air muka sahabat kita sendiri. Seringlah mengingatkan diri kita sendiri berhati-hati agar tidak bertindak mengikut nafsu dan hasutan syaitan. Beristighfar adalah jalan yang terbaik...